What I Was In A Past Life

Posted by Toni - September 29th, 2013

Being naturally curious, always interested in all the mysteries, weird and unusual. Apparently so since childhood, was read science fiction and horror movies – very much like being in a constant voltage of unusual and so different from our everyday life events. And even if you sit down to read, here, at least the end of the world was advancing, not otorvesh. Oh how I flew into a passion for this And that is true, what my mother like it when her child, instead of to engage in serious important things (to get out of the house, do the lessons, etc.), day span with a book lying on the couch. C’mon if only day, do not you and night. How many times has happened, my mother comes, will select a book and turn off the lights – but Is it possible to cause the child to abandon that because it entails? Here I am, especially not to disappoint Mom, took a flashlight, hid under the blanket and continued to read. What is particularly curious that in the books that I came across always, was the theme of immortality, the transformation of space travel and other mysteries. Most likely, it formed in me a mystical attitude toward life.

Later, when I had a family and had children (a program at least an ordinary earthling completed), I was beginning to torment a vague feeling of dissatisfaction. Maybe it was due to the fact that everything seems to be done (my husband, family, work, kids), and what to do with myself yet – it is not clear. And then start the search. From fiction and horror films like the rose, but that still read, do not know. Then began to read everything that somehow remotely could respond to this vague longing of emptiness.

And she found after all! Once, wandering the book collapse, stumbled upon a book, do not remember her name, but it said about reincarnation and the transmigration of souls. Say it I carried away – hence, say nothing. It was just a forgotten child feeling a fascinating journey into a dream world One thing I just did not suit in this incarnation: as I will be in next life, a pig or a worm, if not stone. All my insides, gathering all his arrogance and narcissism vopilo: ‘I – baobab? Never! Yes, for anything in the world ” And then it was decided: to find evidence that a person can be born in the next life just a man. At this point in the course went all, where at least some mention of reincarnation. I still managed to get to the truth, when I stumbled upon the Book of Zohar. Circuit shower there, but not in the sense that we know. People really are born into this world more than once. And each of his parish – it is certain stages of development of his soul. Can a person change the speed of its development? And if he needed it? Why do I need to come into this world again, again and again? And when will this cycle? These questions for me remains undecided, but I’m still hopes to break out of this whirlwind, and if born again, then with a certain sense, knowing in advance, and why I came and what I live. Anna Rusakov Source – Online Newspaper Single world.